Fight Against Anxiety

As you guys read yesterday, I am lost. I will give you a brief summary. Essentially I am rethinking a lot of choices in my life. I am now very confused on what I want to do, but I spent time thinking about it and talking with family, and I have come up with a game plan!! So, once I finish school this year, I am going to work for my local parks. I will do park preservation, maintenance, etc. I have always had a burning passion for nature, everything about it brings me peace. I don’t feel much anxiety when I am in nature. So I will spend the summer, working, camping, and spending as much time in nature as possible. I have always considered a career in park preservation, park ranger, etc.. I think taking time away from everything and just spending the summer in my happiest environment, will help me drastically!!! Anyone who is struggling with the same issue as me, know that I understand how you are feeling, go to your happy place, whatever makes you feel at peace, go there!! I got great advice from my grandmother today, she told me how being worried and anxious about the future is normal, this is a huge point in our lives, just as long as you stay true to yourself, everything will work out! I thank her for that too!

Even if this summer I can’t get a job with my local park system, I will at least volunteer with them! I will be documenting my whole journey this summer and being lost, I truly do hope to help other people out there who are struggling with the same issues as me. I know It seems that I am talking about myself a lot, but I am doing it to share my story to other people out there who are going through the same thing, you are not alone! We will all get through this together, Let me know if you guys need to talk! Drop a comment and I will contact you personally! Stay safe everyone and I will see you tomorrow with my next blog!